16 April 2022

Amulio's Song

Generally, I am not a fan of the Musical Interlude – that two-minute dialogue-free scene thrown into the middle of a TV episode. Nine times out of ten I will mute the sound or, if possible, fast forward. This did not happen when El Peso De Mi Tristeza rang out on episode 4 of The Paradise .

Before I even heard the entirety of the first two measures I was transfixed. Immediately, my shoulders and head began to sway along with the enchanting melody. At that moment I wasn’t even aware that I had tuned out what was occurring on the screen and been transported to another plane. The perfect combination of melody and voice had overtaken my unconscious. That I did not understand every word of Spanish was of no importance.

Later, I tried to figure out where I had gone during that melodic few minutes. It wasn’t exactly back to Brazil, but that was the overriding feeling. Bits of tropical landscape – not clear or defined – swirled in my mind. I was in a place I had once known with feelings I had once felt. An overriding sensory immersion into happiness. Wherever the song had taken me, I needed to find the composer and singer.  

It did not take long to find a recording of the song, and a bit longer to find Amulio José Espinoza, the lyricist and singer. I then continued to search for the lyrics, to no avail. Although my Spanish is more than passible, listening to a song – which is basically a poem – is not that straight forward. Finally I found a contact email and sent off my request for the lyrics. Amulio kindly responded.

Amulio Instagram

El Peso de mi Tristeza

 

El peso de me tristeza,

Recibido al nacer

En el fondo quieto

Del agua turbia

Sueña el eco

Lentamente

Me hundo

contigo

 

El juego de tu mirada 

Me incita a beber

Del fuego creciente 

que nada juzga

Fuera del cuento

Dulcemente

Me sumo

herido

 

El beso de tu recuerdo

Me hace saber

si es cierto

que cerca estoy del cielo

Lejos del suelo

Lentamente

Me hundo

Tristemente 

Me uno

Vencido

 

Music: Antti Lehtinen

Lyrics: Amulio Jose Espinosa / Marja Pyykkö

 

It made perfect sense that Amulio is from Mexico, although now resides in Finland.

I don’t know anything about the composer, Antti Lehiten, but remain astonished that someone from Finland wrote a melody that came straight from the tropics of Latin America.


It was quite surprising that this beautiful song is part of a Finnish TV series that takes place in both Finland and Spain. Although it really shouldn’t be. Afterall, American music is often used in foreign series and films. And it is a great show. In the US it is available on ACORN TV .


Many thanks to Amulio and Antti for giving me a few moments of pure joy.